Unhappy

To fit the criteria behind closed doors but not in public

I'm starting to feel less of a person and more of a subject

Is it me they love or is it just the idea

I got it, they want to control my life and have me living in fear

It's been happening since the beginning

And here I thought I was winning

But all I ever was was a puppet

And them the masters of my strings

“let's torment her and put her through damaging things”

They saw my excitement and decided it was too much

So they canceled the dinner and the next day's lunch

Here comes someone I could possibly marry

But they don't want me because I'm far from enchanting

I'll never understand why this happens to me

I guess it's because I'm not meant to be happy