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Updated: May 14, 2023

To fit the criteria behind closed doors but not in public

I'm starting to feel less of a person and more of a subject

Is it me they love or is it just the idea

I got it, they want to control my life and have me living in fear

It's been happening since the beginning

And here I thought I was winning

But all I ever was was a puppet

And them the masters of my strings

“let's torment her and put her through damaging things”

They saw my excitement and decided it was too much

So they canceled the dinner and the next day's lunch

Here comes someone I could possibly marry

But they don't want me because I'm far from enchanting

I'll never understand why this happens to me

I guess it's because I'm not meant to be happy

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You did it again, this is so real and relatable. I love when you said “To fit the criteria behind closed doors but not in public” at some point we’ve all had a person that made us feel 10feet tall when it was just us and then oh so tiny when others are around. Keep up the good work, I love how personable you are. Great job LadiiNova

May 14, 2023
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It's not the best feeling, but hopefully people are able to move on and see who they are. Thank you for reading and commenting ❤️

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