To fit the criteria behind closed doors but not in public
I'm starting to feel less of a person and more of a subject
Is it me they love or is it just the idea
I got it, they want to control my life and have me living in fear
It's been happening since the beginning
And here I thought I was winning
But all I ever was was a puppet
And them the masters of my strings
“let's torment her and put her through damaging things”
They saw my excitement and decided it was too much
So they canceled the dinner and the next day's lunch
Here comes someone I could possibly marry
But they don't want me because I'm far from enchanting
I'll never understand why this happens to me
I guess it's because I'm not meant to be happy